DITTO.
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God. I am desperately looking the other way so that love won't see me.
God. I thought I'd die from being loved like that.
GUIDELINES;
indie oc / low activity / selective
singleship & plot-driven
NO godmodding, force-shipping,
definitely no forcing of reply
vis. a very tired master degree student
ID/ENG a-okay !
HEART PIECES
If society was a fleet of ships, then be it men, women, or anything that they are. From an office worker, to someone like them, like him, everyone has some kind of destination and purposes they wanting their lives to be but he couldn’t ride on any of those ships that had so many people riding together with different values and purposes. He told them that he didn’t think he will ever be able to ride on any of them and told them that on their visit to Osaka—
— They told him, “ Even if you try to be a loner, you will regret it in ten or even sooner years down the road, so find something or someone you want to be and be with. ” He told them he could only laugh about it and answered with nothing but a laughter. As if everything is a joke to him.
“ To be honest, I still don’t know
where I’m going to end up. ”
Kaida Haru (甲斐田晴)
November 5th, twenty-seven
An only child, tokyo-born.
Marketing Manager in a gaming company based in Tokyo.
Living alone with a two year old cockatiel named Yuki.
“Have I made you cross? Have I made you sad? Have I made you proud, Mom?”
Will I ever know, how white is the snow?
Does it matter after all?
Will I be a good grown-up?
“Are you good as gold? Are you far from hope? Are you well, Dad?”
Love is something he had put in a box, placed carefully at the upmost corner of his mind. Locked and forgotten, to him, it bring nothing but a bad side of anyone. A bitter taste of a morning hangover. His parents, his cousins, his aunt and uncles, he had witnessed it all even his first and past love. Jaded, is all that left within him. Love is indeed, bring nothing to anyone.